31 October 2007
Been busy .. With practices .. Meetings .. Woah .. I've seen alot of changes in my life .. My family is the mainlah .. I love them soo much .. But i have disappoint them alot of tyme .. I'm sorry .. This 2 mths .. Well .. This isreally an opportunity .. Although i can't be out of my house all times, i can still control and learn to stay indoors more often .. =) Then on 30th Oct, went raye with ..My fam, Yas's fam and Uzair's but too bad he's not arnd .. G uma Yas shok .. My mum puji uma die lawa lah .. Thenble g my house, his mum plak yg puji .. Wah .. Kembang kejap coz i'm the one who design and cleans the house ..Hehe .. Masuk bilik .. Yas ikt .. Faisal played The Godfather, XBOX 360 lah .. Me n Yas tgk sambil maen guitar .. Fahmy bareng .. Then ble Yas alek, i played DOA 4 .. Shok seyy .. Okay thats all 4 now .. This msg is just gor a girl out there
Being a gentleman, understanding and caring guy is really difficult .. Ya i've alwas been concerned bout u butsometimes i do make mistakes such as some sort of controlling ur life or do things at the wrong time ..I know u dun like it .. Neither am i .. I've no intention nak uat u gtu ..Kdg2 sifat i terlalu melampau .. Msg mendesak desak .. Mrh2 u .. Tuduh2 u .. I serba salahtetapi yg pasti i yakin atas ape yg i sampaikan .. Pilihan ade di tgn u .. I tau u tk suke dipakse .. I hanye kesiankan hdp u, tapi mgkn i'm too protective .. I'm sorry i couldn't make u happy and be a great guy .. Lagi2 this upcoming 2 mths .. I can't break the silence between us .. I've started to miss u badly .. When i looked at ur face, i just can't imagine that's the gurl i love most .. Nothing much i can do u see .. I'm sorry my dear .. I'm just a normal guy who don't understand and love u .. Just take good care of yourself during these 2 mths ya .. ? I'm sorry ..
-SF-
