I wished the situation would be better. I never knew things could turn to be this way. I'm suffering from this weird headache. It goes down my neck & I felt really weak. My neck & veins were like falling down. It hurts a lot. Futhermore I'm preoccupied. These days were meant to be hurtful. Why must I faced all this when I knew I'm being okay to everyone. I realised my mistakes & I want to ask for forgiveness. I hoped things would be better in future. My feelings had been poked lately & I feel the pain momentarily. Although I'm trying my best to overcome it, it still hurts because I love her really much. Kinda weird if I cry all day all night just to release my tension. Sounds right? I wanna assure that love is about the understanding & trust that we gave each other. Yes I truly miss her so much. I apologised for everything okay dear? I shall be the guy who'll love you whoever you are. Toodles.
