Haiz .. ! Haiz .. ! Haiz .. !!! Aper nak jadi ngn diri aku ... I have friends .. But which r the close ones .. ?Which r the best ones .. ?? Maybe there's just 2 or 3 of them who really can understands me ...I just think that i should be myself .. Its been 2 years that i'm not 'Fitri' . Selalu ikutkan hati dan perasaan .. Maybe thats a mistake for me .. What should i do .. ?? Semangat nak pergi China punda patah .. Kdg2 nak katekan aku ni lelaki lemah, tk sgt, bodoh, tk sgt . ;-) Hai ..

Juz now went NPcC nyer tingy .. Kene count logistics items .. Mcm2 .. Tapi bored jgk ah .. Nothing special happened .. Cumer faez and Tarm yg made my day ..Then ader 1 story .. When walking dpn YCsS skul, Haini, Bedah, Leha, Faez jln dpn .. Tarm was behind me .. Tapi tk perasan yg die da jln dpn aku . Aku g lah letak tgn on shoulder 'Tarm' . Biler toleh, its not Tarm, but NYONYA . !!! Then dier senyum .. ! Mcm GATAL .. !!!Aku da tkleh angkat .. !! Paisey .. !! Malu .. !!! Told my frens .. Tarm asek ketawe n step letaktgn pat bahu aku .. Damn die .. !!! =) Geram aku .. Malu gler .. Thats the best paart ah ..Haha .. Hmm .. Then went JP . G banquet . I didn't eat although i'm exteremly hungry .The reason .? Only Faez knew it . Hehe . Then g library with Faez and Tarm . Girls g umah zai . Mcm2 ah . Then pat library .. !!! Wah .. Story telling , Confession Time .. !! Haha .. !! I think thats all .. Till then .. A'kum .

-SF-