BF
20 August 2010
I'm feeling great each day during Ramadhan. Sometimes I wish I could change things and be what I want it to be. Some parts in my life which I felt a bit remorseful, I hope I can change it. Everything is changing including me. I changed. I felt that my life is much more happening now. Challenges I faced everytime can still be managed with an ease heart. Thank you Allah. Honestly, I want to be alone. I just want to have friends. Maybe no one's special to me. I have loads of things to do which I really don't think I have time to commit if I have a relationship. Having said that, my dad wants me to start something new which I can't say it here but it will definitely need lots of sacrifices of my time. In conclusion, I'm gonna be a busy man. I love my friends and I care for them. Some will think that I treat different friends differently but actually I'm being fair towards all of you. Every single time I talk I'll put a joke into it, just to make the atmosphere of our communication high. I love you guys to be happy, its okay if you think I'm like being bullied or what sometimes, but I'm cool. I'm okay. I'm delighted to have meet some of you who really made a difference in my life, stabbed my heart and made me treasure you guys forever. I thanked Allah for letting me to meet you beautiful friends. I love you guys.
On a lighter note, I met the great bodybuilder, 8 times Mr Olympian, Ronnie Coleman a.k.a Big Ron. He's big, honestly. I'm very motivated and he really boost up my confidence to build my body even more. It's my hobby. I love to have a nice structure. 19 August was sweet. My whole day @ Orchard & Bugis is filled with iman & laughter despite we are fasting. Thank you so much Syafiq for the invitation. Of course, I took loads of pictures of this big dude. He's 46. Hahah, old enough? Yet still cool, Texas Guy. I'll not forget this day, one of the sweetest day of my life. Thank you Allah, thank you Rasulullah s.a.w. Amin.
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