This semester in poly is totally different for me. I failed a module last semester & because of that, I'm left by my classmates. Yes I still continue to attend my lectures & tutorials classes without fail till today although I have no classmates & mixing with the different courses of people. It's okay, I'm easy-going & I hope now there is a good time for me to study, without any friends. The picture above is my closest friend in NP, Wan. He could be my listening ear & helping hand, much better, my gym partner. We shared the same arm. 16 inch of arms. Be scared. Although we're not from the same class this semester, we still meet up after school or gym break. Sometimes singing is our past time. Not forgetting Firdaus, who's also seperated from us. Yes, three of us seperated because of the academic results. Talking about my modules, I'm taking :

- Engineering Mathematics 2

-Engineering Materials & Practical

-Manufacturing Technology Practical

-Electrical Technology (Attempt 2)

-Communication & Contemporary Issues

-Engineering Drawings & Cad 

-Workplace Safety & Health (Diploma Plus Program)

Looks like I missed Naval Architecture. Saddening isn't it? I'll try my best to push it in my next year's schedule so I won't have to stay another semester just to complete my core module. Recite for me. Insya-Allah I'll pass this semester modules with flying colours. 

Family is important, agree? Siblings are much more important, seriously but no one realizes it. It'a just a matter of being open or the attitude of one kind. Honestly, I'm much closer with my second brother. Maybe we have lots of chemistry & therefore we communicate easily, unlike my first, he's more to his own world. He can never speak up in front of a crowd or at least be friendly because he's not that type. He just loves to play his games and lie on the bed. Relaxing & sleeping. I'm actually not happy with that but I can't say much. Nevertheless, I know they are good boys. I hoped they'll never do things I really don't want them to do. I'll be honest to you, I'm sorry I'm changing, I stole things from a shop before. More than 5 times, my second brother too, see. We shared but I'm sure whether my first one did. BUT, I hoped not. I promised to myself not to steal anything ever again. Whatever happened is all last year. Many challenges as the eldest son. I really need to take care of my family well & I know I can. Mummy is going to Macca for her pilgrimage & I'm grateful to His call. Although I'm not ready to let her go, I know Allah & Rasul is always by her side with the beautiful angels protecting her. I'll miss you mum. Do take care of yourself there. I'll sacrifice my Friday morning to send you. No worries, you are much more important than anyone else in this world.

Seri Murni, has been the listening ears to me. Now & then, we'll contact each other. She has lots & lots of problems & it's very hard to be solved. I can't help her much but just by hearing her problems, I knew she's depressed & distraught. Although she's 20, I could tell you she's insanely matured. I love her thoughts, & she's been the only one taking care of her household utilities & bills, I knew she is very stress. I pitied her, & as the eldest, I understood her 'much more heavier' responsibilities than me. Even though she smiles & laughs, deep inside her heart she's in pain. This goes to all my friends who put up a fake smile to ensure no one knows their feelings, but I, on the other side, can feel it. Nice meeting you Seri. I'll treasure you. (:

Quintessential

4th November 2010

TRCC Studio Level 2, 7.30pm

Republic Polytechnic

Reflections... A GREAT PERFORMERS BY JAMMERZ ARENA. I was so proud to see the young bands producing a good and perfect music. Be it the guitars, drums, bass, vocals, everything. Perfect event, much better than Ignite I guess. Not forgetting, Thahirah Taslim from YCSS. You're great sis. Her voice is effing power & all I could say is that 'Damn, you're fuckin great'. Well... Of course, she's my ex....band mate! All the way Bear Culture, Fade, Electricwaves, Rubberband & Paradox. Specially credits to Thahirah, Hannan, Amin, Jamie & Saam. Rock guys \m/ !